sometimes i forget what God's done. sometimes i can't believe what God's done.
sometimes i get distracted.
sometimes i forget my spirit is eternal and then i'm reminded, this is momentary.
sometimes i can't see beyond my own hand.
sometimes i bawl when i read Truth.
i'm reading hosea. it's about God's love for israel. it's about the adulterous things we choose to do to separate ourselves from Him. God explains why He responds to israel's unfaithfullness in the way that He does. He explains why. He explains how. He wants us to understand. and, to make sure we really get it, He used hosea and his wife, gomer to show us.
'she doesn't realise that it was I who gave her everything...but then i will win her back once again'.
yesterday i was honest with God. i wrote it down to be sure i wouldn't forget. i wrote it down to make it more real. i want to trust God with this. i do...but in my limited, broken humanism i can't see how.
sometimes i get distracted.
sometimes i can't see beyond my own hand.
sometimes i bawl when i read Truth.
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