between two lungs.

i went to england:
to learn to cry.
to learn about love.
to be ruthless with sin.
to lose seventy-five pounds.
to learn about forgiveness.
to lose myself.
to find myself.
to make a mistake in anger.

to unlock this thing called, femininity.
to acknowledge beauty and be okay with it.
to realise the incredible strength i failed to see in the homeland.

and finally:

to actualise this adventure spirit.

england, i may not like you at times, but i do love you.

you've been good for me and, we're not done here just yet.