le sigh.

hi there. not really sure what to write these days. what to share. been feeling like what i want to share may be too personal, or maybe i'm just becoming more self-aware. more self-conscious. i don't know. haven't decided yet. lots of growth these past few weeks. lots of realisations. goodness i can be so human sometimes. realising i need God more and more. more strength. more patience. more grace. more. more. more. i need to read His word more too. i want roots in truth. i want roots in love. i want roots in peace and i want to practice unconditional love. i want to feel free. i want to continue looking forward, not backwards. sometimes the past is good. sometimes it is bad. mistakes. oops. poor choices that weren't based in love. poor choices that were based in confusion. we shouldn't make decisions when confused. we should wait on the Lord. that's really what this is all about.

trust.

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gonna go tackle my suitcase now.